worried about...

Thesedays I am thinking about my life and future. Every night I draw a picture about future and think what I should do here. Maybe it is a kind of homesick because I miss my family and friends and my life in Korea. In a book , How Starbucks saved my life by Michael Gates Gill, the author said "I remembered my mantra: Less past, more future." A few years ago, the author was a chief of an ad company but one day he got fired and left alone in a small apartment without his family. Although he worked in Starbucks as a register, he missed his beautiful past. Right now like him, I pursuit my past in which I was less poor and enjoyed my time and talked with firiends.. Tonight, I don't want to fall asleep late by worring about something.